Yay! My mosaic workshop is over. And I'd lotsa fun. I finally tried what I've always wanted to and completed a piece of artwork. Yay!
Jiawen's work. Say, NOT AS NICE AS VAN'S. hahahaha!
I seriously don't know what the hell she's trying to do.
Anyway, we had Japanese exchange students in our mosaic workshop, but sadly, I didnt see any cute pretty guys there. Awww. But they are very interesting.. They will 'ahhh!' and 'ohhh!' when the faciliator says something. Hahaha. Cute! And I realise that they are all quite good in their work. Yea. Had lots of fun doing it, and completing my masterpiece all by VANESSA!
We chilled at Starbucks after the workshop and talked about a lot of things. Life might be a lil' dull and down for me now, but it'll definitely be better tomorrow. Hahahaa. I'm trying to be positive here. =D Goodnight lovely people, I had a hectic day today. Oh! Met CindyOng while chilling there. Had fun talking to her, she's still so cheerful. Cheeers!
Its a long day for me. Less than 4 hours of sleep per day is KILLING me.
A great morning at my mosaic art workshop, finally i'm trying out what interests me. But after trying out, I seriously feel that I'm so not art inclined. Hahahaha!
I'll get back my actual artwork tomorrow. yay! So excited! hahaha.
Alrights, I need my sleeeeeep. Goodnight lovelies.
p/s. If you guys ever need a haircut or whatevernot, DO NOT VISIT HOLLYWOOD SECRETS . Their service suck big time. And I mean, SUCK BIG TIME.
I'm cool now. Whatever that needs to be thrashed out has been said, whatever that shouldn't happen has already happened. I need no explanation anymore, need no apologies. Its a pity that everything ended this way, I know you didn't want it too. So, yea, I'm gonna lead my life, and you lead yours. You no longer need me and I don't mind losing you.
It really hit me hard. Very hard.
Jwen, no apologies pls. I'm cool already.
Its 3am in the morning and I'm still very awake.
26th Aug
Out with Cin and Karinda. Our actual plan was to catch a nice movie, but apparently, nothing seems appealing to us. I guess we've watched all watch-able shows. Yea, Super Ex-girlfriend was quite good, snakes on plane is funny? ( thats what cin said), ghost game not scary enough to scare me and what else? Breakup actually end up in a breakup.
And so we looked Karinda up at PS. She was working. And both of us were like aimless people walking in and out of flash'n'splash. Ended up eating pizza when I strongly disagreed in the afternoon.
She insisted on this picture . sigh.
When you're asked, " What name would you give to your baby?" Most people might give a nice name like, Rachel? Michael?
But as I was channel-surfing just now, I saw this really funny programme. They showed those wacky names those celebrities gave to their children. Names like Pilot Inspecktor? Cash? Rainbow? Freedom? Hahahaha. Its so funny. And creative.
What would you name your baby?
I must say that I'm not at all peeved or mad. But I still must voice out my feelings. Okay, first of all, D, you have no rights to judge what kind of people we are. I mean, you dont even know us. We did not try to understand her? We did not give way? We did not try to help? Who are you to say that? Gosh, you don't know us, and I don't expect you to know us. I don't care how you look at me/us. And seriously, I think you should just mind your own business. You ain't perfect too.
Lynn, I'm really upset that you don't trust us enough. After all those long talks we had over the phone, you still think of us this way. I thought we knew each other well enough to talk without any worries, but no. We did put ourselves in your shoes, but did you? We shan't talk about the past, lets talk about yesterday. The night before, you told me that you place us first in your heart, but thats just all talk. I can't see it. What I see is that you just wanna go to the party. Have you thought of how upset I felt? Do you know my mom and I started to prepare the moment you girls agreed to come? Do you know how much effort my mom put in for me? It's my wishful thinking that you will appreciate it. You think that if you don't turn up for F's party, you'll be a wet blanket. But have it occur to you that you've been doing the same thing to us since the year started. You said you DID try your best to come, but we also tried our best, did you see it? I'm afraid not. We all have different schedules though some of us are in the same school. We can meet up despite that we are dismissed in the evenings, despite the fact that some of us are working, despite the fact that Cindy's also doing her O's and handling her school work and work? Have you ever think about that ?
I'm really really upset. I no longer will bother if you'll come to our gatherings, if you'll have enough money, if you'll feel upset.
Try to think for us, please. We can have meet-ups at least once a week, we = me, jwen, cin, karinda, and why not you ? I guess you've no excuse. You've got O's but don't we have our projects and examinations?
Please...
I'M SO PEEVED!
I'M SO PEEVED!
I'M SO PEEVED!
I'M SO PEEVED!
Gosh, we took this while we were at MiniToons. And I realised that I havent been there for ages. Man! I'm old now.
noooo!! i dont want to grow anymore! hahahaha.
I just can't agree with how the world behaves. I am probably the odd one out. Pretence is not what I like but I see it going everywhere. But I guess the world can't live without pretending. Okay, at least I know my sis can't.
Dined with my girls, and I supposed that was the healthiest meal we ever had together. Dar' is sick, and being her girls, we accompanied her and played like mad. I guess shes all well now after seeing her `oh so lovable me. Hahahaha.
Had my FOM paper today, well, I just hope to get a pass. Keep my fingers and toes crossed.
PACC is coming up on thursday. And its really important for me to do well, 'cause of some complicated hard-to-explain matters. Yeah, woork hard!
Hahahahaa. Laugh all you want.
The meet-up with my dar', wk and cindy is fun thou' its a short one. I suppose we DID try to get some work done. Hahahaha. All the stupid jokes we made up and my comment on dar' and wk made them real unhappy. Yeea, draw-er. HAHAHAHA. Sorry sweetheartS. I swear it meant nothing mean. I really enjoy such meet-ups.
Guess who? 
Mid term test is here, oh yes, it is here. And my knowledge of those dumb modules are no where near the expectations. I have to buck up.
Crystal Jade's yummmy congee.
Okay, I've got my second student now. I'm so happy!
Pronounce with me, Tea-cher-Woo.
Its gonna be over soon.
I always thought that I'm at fault for not playing my part well. But I did try my best to forget all the unhappiness that happened, in fact I've gotten over it. I guess things just don't go my way. Just when I thought that the sun was shinning again, heavy pours shatter my hopes. I'm unsure of how I am supposed to feel. Sad? Lost? Disappointed? I had my share of it all. Its pure selfishness on his part. I want all this to end, can I?
Don't give me crap like forgive and forget. Its fucking hard.
My second post for the day. Alright, right now, I am so excited. 'cause I'm now officially a tutor. Hahahaha. I dont why know, but I feel really good about it.
Anyway, my lovely girls bought me my book for my test tomorrow. Hahahaha. Its the same old forgetful me. Thanks baby.
I'm full of anticipation. God bless me and the boy, hopefully his grades will improve, improve and improve. This feeling, I like, l like and I like.
to you:
i'm still very much the vanessa you know.
Night out with the girls was fun (friday night). I guess we are all looking for different things in life, however, what we really need is simple. A simple meal with great company. I like it.
Girls, we should really do this more often.
Fundamentals of Marketing project is finally over. We were supposed to present it last week, but 'cause I was on sick leave, so kind ol' Kenneth Lee postponed it as this bloody proj. takes up 40% for my module. This module has 'caused a lot of problems for my group because of someone. And that someone refuses to admit to all his doings, thus, it caused the big wooha in front of Lee. Thank goodness its all over, and if possible, I dont want to team up with him again. I need no one like him.
Wednesday, I like. A short day indeed. And a fun day. Presentation went on smoothly and I was able to deliver what I needed to (well, hopefully. Hahaha) I finished class at 12plus this cloudy afternoon and lil' girl and I went over to newton for lunch. Yumyumyum.
Hi people. Its the pictures from the other day.
this is for you Dar (inside joke)
Today is the second day for me in school, and I feel quite hurt 'cause I felt like a loner. School's been a waste of time, i guess. You see, the lecturers ain't teaching anymore, and since I've out for a week, I have no idea what they are doing. I feel so dumb and useless but I think time is all I need. Give me time to adapt. All I need is time, some time to let myself get used to all these changes, and hopefully they will accept me as how I am. 'cause honestly I feel, I'm not a baddy.
I dreamt of him and I wonder to myself, who is he to me?